build up.

I’ve been having an off week… month. I’m not really sure. everything is kind of crazy, like drastically changing day to day. Yesterday I had a really bad day at work, not bad in a way that anything went wrong really I just got really frustrated and shut down. I didn’t want to talk to anyone, I didn’t want to help, it was really defeating. I’m trying to do my best to get back because I was very helpful and all about the team work up until a certain point yesterday.
A lot of people have been reaching out to me to hang out I guess the world is open and people are vaccinated or whatever now and can not wait to harass me.
The thing I haven’t talked to anyone about (except O one drunk night, I just kind of alluded to it, but it felt necessary to tell him) may be coming to light today. I’m not into explaining about it I really still don’t want to talk about it and I feel like if I did reputations would be ruined and I’m just not into the drama right now. Out of sight out of mind, I’m leaving that exactly where it was.
I’ve been making a tone of scrunchies and I made a “bucket bag” its pretty terrible I’m trying to make bucket hats but I keep making the first circle too small and just trying to make it into a purse instead. I swear I will be wearing all yarn soon.
here’s some pics from life since the last time I’ve written. I am once again purposefully trying to document my life with images.

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