only lonely.

I don’t know yet how to fight the urge to isolate, I find comfort in isolation. So.. I’m spending time with myself (not so much that I have a choice or other options but even electronically, I don’t want to talk to anyone) the misunderstandings and overthinking are really draining me and making me have this thought that happens far too often: runaway start over.
I’ve added a ton of things to my to do list this week and have completed zero.
I’m almost done my first knitted sweater tho, and by almost I mean the front and back panels are done and it needs sleeves. Today will be cinderella day and tomorrow but first I deal with today.