My fuse is so short right now.
My desire to be a better person is waning, and I feel myself wanting to give it up.
I’m more than irritable, and I just keep trying to laugh at myself to calm me down. In my mind along with all the other feelings, is the knowledge that I am in a deviant state; and that all my reactions and emotions are not necessary or rational at the time being..
I am biting my tongue, hoping that it won’t be so hurtful one day.
tetchy
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To Live Like This 